Sometimes I feel like hope is just as silly as singing about
coconuts and hippopotami. Our scripture
readings don’t seem very hopeful either.
And the news these days discourages a hopeful attitude. Who can be
hopeful when their power is off because of bombs or they’ve lost family and
friends in a nightclub shooting or they have had to wait for an ambulance for
hours and then wait in a hospital for a doctor for more hours.
It’s easy to lapse into apathy when our lives are full of such
stories. It’s also easy to fall into
the opposite extreme, anxiety. Will this
time be when the flood comes, or the heat wave or the hurricane or the forest
fire? Or just assume that every day will be filled with disaster and there’s
nothing that we can do to prevent it? A
third alternative is cynicism, the assumption that nothing good will ever
happen. A lot of conversations start
with words like “Don’t”, “I can’t”, “We mustn’t”, “That won’t work”, “We tried
that once”, or “no”. Like a tire that
has a slow leak, cynical words can completely deflate us until we feel flat,
apathetic, cynical or anxious. If we
internalize all those words, that can lead to serious depression. The negative, cynical, apathetic, anxious
thoughts can become self-destructive mental illness that requires professional
help to unravel. There were times when I
needed to reach out to counsellors to improve my mental health, but for many in
our world, this is a constant struggle that needs medical and professional
support. Which is in short supply these
days. Social workers are facing the same
challenges this year as doctors and nurses did during covid, a rise in demand
and in workload. Burn out, retirement,
and a health system that does not fund mental health programs consistently or
predictably mean uncertainty for both professionals and those who need the
programs. PRAAC, who raises money to
fund thrive workers to help people experiencing family violence, depends on
government support as well as our fundraising and organizations like Together Talk
have to apply for grants to provide free mental health care on one hand but
also struggle to get the message out to people that the service exists and it’s
okay to ask for help. People who have
hope are more likely to ask for that help than those without hope.
At our yarn circle we asked the question, “what is hope and
how does it differ from wishful thinking?”
Wishful thinking is imagining things will work out the way I want
without any effort on my part and may involve an exaggerated hope or fanciful
thought. A ten year old can wish for a
real live pet unicorn all they want, but they are not going to get one. A twenty year old can work in a stable to
earn enough to buy a pony that they call ‘Unicorn’ and dress it up with a
pointed hat. One is wishful thinking,
based in fantasy, the other is based in the real world and with hard work will
come true. But even better than these
two examples is the twenty year old taking her pony to the Stollery Hospital
and giving sick children rides on her ‘unicorn’. That is Christian hope. It comes from thinking of others, and being
alert to opportunities to serve our neighbors.
When Christ said ‘stay ready and alert for no one knows the
day’, that is hope – alert and brave and focused on a better future. Not afraid to face the reality of shoveling
manure to get a unicorn. And Christian
hope is also about being honest about the challenges that life throws at us. We will see disasters, but we are to keep
looking and preparing for Christ’s coming.
The challenge is discerning what is wishful thinking and
what is hopeful thinking. After several
days of rain this week, rain in Alberta in November, global warming is becoming
more tangible. Some think it’s wishful
thinking to imagine lowering our dependence on petroleum products, and slam
environmentalists for such ideas. Better
do nothing than make a baby step towards change. Yet one person’s wishful thinking is another
person’s hope. It was wishful thinking
to imagine the USSR would stop being communist, wishful thinking that the
Berlin Wall would come down, wishful thinking that Northern Ireland would be at
peace, that apartheid in South Africa would end, that the slave trade would end
or that we could have a truth and reconciliation process in Canada, to name a
few. One person’s wishful thinking is
another person’s call to hope. One
person may see a coconut as a dangerous weapon, but another person will see it
as a fruit that despite its hard shell and brown exterior, is worth the effort
of cracking open. And when we crack that
hard nut, we too can be nourished in ways that inspire hope in others. We are called to choose hope and to work for
hope. Researchers at the U of A in
Edmonton are finding that hope impacts our physical health as well as our mental
health. Hope can heal relationships and
the world with God being our helper.
Thanks be to God for this wonderful gift!