Words
can make such a difference in how we hear a story. “Peace, be still!” Jesus
says to the storm, then “why are you so afraid?” to the disciples, some of whom
had only recently joined the hand-picked team that Jesus had selected. Jesus sounds so calm, so pastoral in these
words. So kind, so comforting. Except that’s just a little bit of a
disservice to the original Greek language that Mark was struggling to write his
gospel in. Unlike Matthew, Luke and
John, his Greek was not smooth, flowery
or poetic. Mark didn’t use big words, and he didn’t get into fancy
descriptions. He was the kind of writer
who would say, “The dog bit the man who tried to take away his bone.” Whereas
the others might write “The tiny brown dachshund snarled and snapped when the
robber tried to grab his meaty bone away from him”. They paint a picture, but Mark is a
plain-spoken, blunt man.
The
Greek words he used wasn’t “Peace be with you”, expecting the storm to respond,
“and also with you”. No, the words he
chose were much more like a rebuke you’d give to a barking dachshund, “Shut up!
Be Quiet”. Then he turned to his
disciples and bluntly said, “Why are you such cowards still?” And some versions translate their response as
‘great awe’, while other translate it as ‘great fear’. It would be very easy to be fearful if one
minute I’m feeling like I’m going to drown in a storm, then the next thing I
know, Jesus yells at the storm to chill out, and then yells at us for our
cowardly attitude. I’m not sure which
would be more unnerving, almost drowning, or the unnatural stillness that
follows, or the scolding afterwards. And
why did they still struggle to have faith, as Jesus presumed?
Good
question. We’re only in Chapter 4, and
yet the disciples have seen healings like Peter’s Mother-in-law, a withered
hand, and someone with mental illness.
They’ve watched crowds be healed and heard stories that were
inspiring. But they still waffled in
their faith.
They
were still new in their roles of being disciples, the 12 that were singled out
for special teaching, and yet they waited to wake Jesus until the last minute. They were still like us, one moment rock
solid in their excitement about being the chosen ones caught up in a wave of
enthusiasm, like a 5-year-old watching their first Oiler’s game, not really
understanding what all the hype was but happy to cheer like everyone else. Then they try skating for the first time and
discover that while the big men make it look easy, it’s not. It takes practice, discipline, patience and a
lot of courage. It’s not easy. And coaches that bark at kids, using words
like “Why are you such cowards?” are likely to lose their potential recruits
before they are even starting out. Words
matter.
Faith
matters too. When times are good, when
everyone around us is happy, it’s easy to feel certain that we can trust
God. But when we’re away from the crowd,
when the storms of life come roaring into our lives, fierce and unexpected,
it’s natural to feel scared. The
disciples were no fools, they were experienced fishermen, and they knew how
dangerous the sea of Galilee was. They
turned to Jesus for support.
Interesting
words there. “Do you not care that we are
dying?” they cried. They had accepted
their fate. Fishermen knew what it meant
when a boat started filling up with water.
Death was certain, so certain for people who used boats for a living
that even up to the 18th century, many sailors and naval officers
did not know how to swim, partly because of Europe’s cold and dirty waters on
land, and some believed it was better to
drown fast rather than try to fight to survive.
They didn’t cry out asking Jesus to spare their lives, they couldn’t
imagine that he could do that. They
cried out for Jesus to care about them as they faced death together.
Does
someone care about us when we are in the middle of the storms we are
facing? Does someone support us, and
calm the situations we find ourselves in, time and time again? Now, I’m not saying that praying to God will
cure our cancers, and protect us from disasters large and small, but something
happens when we take our deepest fears and anxieties to the Holy Mystery,
however we understand it. Scientific
researchers have often studied the power of prayer. Interestingly, there’s
growing evidence that prayer works on us and our relationships! When we pray that love be in our hearts
towards another person, that can have real results on how we relate to them.
Words
matter. We often hear that Perfect Love
casts out Fear. If we turn it around,
Perfect Fear casts out Love too. And
that’s what happened to the disciples.
They were in perfect fear. “Don’t
you care that we’re about to die” may have been tinged with anger, often the
product of fear.
And
of course he did care. Turning to Jesus,
even when we feel swamped by the storms of life, is the way of courage and
faith. It’s not easy, but it is the only
thing that calms the trials we face. We
all wrestle with their last words to each other, “Who is this man?” That is the
crux, who is Jesus? For us, Jesus can be
the man who inspires us to continue to grow our love for one another in the
face of stormy times. When we choose the
word love over the word fear, God over chaos, hope over despair, our faith
grows and strengthens in amazing ways. May we all practice such faith until we
too are as brave as the disciples became, brave enough to face all our fears
with a calm and certain faith in Jesus, our Christ, who always has the last
word, love. Amen.
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